For whoever it might concern..

If you think we are childish, we are paranoid, so be it. Look who’s talking over here ? Yes, we never call you babes for someone’s birthday dinner cause why, somebody ends work at 8pm, which is like I am hungry so I can’t wait. Someone is vegetarian so i call for someone who can’t eat food that we are going for to just look at us eating ? That’s not what i like. L4D, you posted on twitter and whatsoever that we wasted your time to go down, your house and the place we played L4D is like an hour trip or just a few steps away ? Who suggested playing lan ? And who did not appear just because of some small childish things which is not even directly matter to that person. Not saying all are you people faults, i admit at times i can’t take a particular attitude towards cigarettes. Her attitude is over reacted, but that’s how MOST normal people reacts when they saw their loves one isn’t it ? She somehow hard to talk to cause at times we no topic to talk about, but at least take initiative to sit together or even talk to her. I saw this person’s blog, saying sleeping at late night and waking up early to have breakfast with friends, why can’t you do the same with us ? Is like, give me a reason saying too early or too tired. Won’t you even fuck up if you are people like us. You wanna steady with your friends, i have no say and that’s a good friend. Then on the other side, we always ask you breakfast or late night, what’s your answer ? I don’t demand alot from you either actually, but is your BFF wanna keep say i bias against you. You people have the rights to call who out and not calling who out, why can’t i ? I’m not treating anyone unfair, either do i want to make things difficult. Since is you girls not happy with the way one of the girls are doing, then must well i don’t join you all together. Our life are different, you people are somehow living in the day, having parents to call up and asking you people to go home early. We are not, we are nightlife people. I won’t lock post to scold inside my blog, i’m making it out so you people can see what i am thinking. I am very fuck up with that night of L4D when i heard you are not coming cause of some reasons which i think it’s very childish of it. Long time ago i’ve already made my stand, don’t wanna organise things, then be it. I saw efforts from everyone, but why only like you i don’t see it or i see a little bit. Bias again, that’s what your BFF will say about me right. You did organise, but organise within the three of you. I did saw the guys asking me out as usual. I did saw the girl who got outcast keep asking me to chill on late night. I did saw someone want to accompany me eat supper in the middle of the night. What did i see about you ? Shag, tired, lazy. I’m also lazy to bother about it anymore, but why am i doing this, posting such long post to say about you all. Ask someone from the three of you, who wants to start this thing. Who wants to piss me off by saying i paranoid and bias. So be it, i can tell you three, we are not unhappy with you all. We already get used to whatever lazyness or what. If you three are unhappy about us, so be it. Assumption will kill, don’t everytime assume the results of anything. Get this clear in your mind before shooting anything out of your mouth. Misunderstandings will be caused.